Lemon Flavored

peanutbutter672 @ 2006-04-20T19:37:00

2006-04-21T02:37:48Z

I'm ready for school to be over.

Last year I made my heart a deal. I wouldn't get too friendly with seniors and become buddies with them, and my heart wouldn't burst when they leave...
So far I'm not keeping my end of the deal.

300.

2006-04-06T04:02:50Z

I don't believe I could have sucked any worse tonight.
I practically stopped in front of them!
I think I may have for at least one.
And everyone has to be so damn good.
I rocked the 100 though... not that it mattered.

I am exhausted.

My socks are designer knock offs....

2006-01-22T19:36:14Z

So I recieved a "knuge" from Isaac... it sort of made me feel guilty about neglecting this. I don't have much to write though.

Ellen and I are watching Soccer (football) on TV right now. We're only watching so we can hear them yell "GOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
They are taking a really long time. It's been longer than 40 minutes and neither side has scored.
I also wish I spoke spanish just so I knew what the announcer was repeating right now.

I was supposed to have a study/movie night last night with Meaghan and Ellen... we didn't end up studying or watching DPS like the original plan. I think we did everything but that. Oh well.

Finals are this week. Commando Finals week is pretty sweet...

AND!!!!! Isaac comes home Tuesday.
I'm really excited!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TRACK!!!!

2005-12-11T23:46:52Z

Well, it's been a long time since I last updated. Longer than I anticipated. Though, this isn't out of the ordinairy for me.

-Portland has been really dull lately. The weather is chilly and all I want to do is hide inside all day.
-Once again, the only reason I am here is because I am avoiding french. A french comic about TinTin to be exact. Milou is cute, but I can't draw. So this project sucks.
-Isaac comes back Friday... near midnight. I don't think it counts.
-My birthday is SATURDAY! No license for me though.
-The school One Acts went pretty well. Breakfast Club, the sophmore one act, won most outstanding one act. I thought that was cool.
-I have 2 tests, 1 essay, and 1 project during this week.
-I want socks for Christmas.
-My red scarf has been in more plays than me.

Oh yes, and on another equally important as this entry note, fashion at school is ridiculous. I'm not digging the spandex under the jean skirts. It was seni-cute at the beginning when I didn't have to see it everyday.
I saw this girl at the doctors who I'm pretty sure was in elementry school, or 6th grade, who was wearing baby blue uggs, a jean skirt, black spandex, and a baby blue puffy jacket with the faux-fur around the hood... I just don't understand these fashion victims.

le fin.

peanutbutter672 @ 2005-11-24T11:29:00

2005-11-24T19:33:29Z

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!
I like turkey.

And here's a pretty picture of Aaron from Arsenic and Old Lace. I'm pretty sure he was telling me what he thinks of myspace.

Love,
Sahara

I'm a pussy.... cat.

2005-11-18T04:18:22Z

And so the count down continues. Tomorrow morning. A part of me is stolen. My wisdom?

4 day weekend.
-2 wisdom teeth.
+pudding and milkshakes.

Can't be that bad? right?!

I'm more nervous than a soldier getting ready for battle. Maybe? probably not.

I think I'll be one of those people that gets the bad effects from being put to sleep. I can see me coming around and just start balling because I miss my teeth. I'll be one of the people that freaks out. One of those people that throw up.
I'm weak.

I need someone to take care of me.
Madre just asked if I would be upset if she went partying tomorrow night. After I get my wisdom teeth removed. What a jerk.

peanutbutter672 @ 2005-11-06T18:02:00

2005-11-07T02:05:56Z

oooh baracuda.
I helped at out the fall play. It was a really great experience, and it turned out amazing! We (the lighting girls) watched it every night, but it never ceased to amaze us. Every night we would find something new and it only got better with every rehearsal and performance.
I don't know what else to say on that subject. I hope I have time to help out with the musical. Hopefully track wont be in the way.

That's all for now.

SAHARA
S	is for	Smooth
A	is for	Articulate
H	is for	Helpful
A	is for	Arty
R	is for	Refreshing
A	is for	Astounding

What Does Your Name Mean?

Deodorent

2005-10-27T23:42:57Z

Remember roll on deodorant? Yeah, I used to think it was cool when I first started using it. Then it got gross. I didn't realize they still made it. Apparently BAN does.
That's right. I bought BAN. Not the roll on kind though. I just like the commercials for BAN. Good marketing wins me over pretty easily. I figure I'll have to go buy a bunch of "As Seen on TV" products.

Isaac comes home tomorrow. It hasn't really hit me. I guess it has something to do with everything being so hectic this weekend. Well, it kind of is. I don't know if we're going to homecoming, but that would be cool. My sister said she saw my guest pass in the pile, so maybe it went through afterall. hmmm. Yeah.

Also, I went to my appointment today concerning the removal of my bottom wisdom teeth. The xrays were pretty sweet and it entertained me for a good portion of the time. Teeth are really weird. Anyways, it's going to be a whole bundle of money for it. Which is teh suck for my parents. I apologized to my mother and she gave me a blank stare. sigh.

French is on my mind yet again. I won't get into it. This assignment isn't bothering me much, and I don't understand why not. French is really the only class that stresses me. Everything else is just so easy for me. It's ridiculous. I should have higher grades, but a 3.57 is fitting me nicely. Actually, it shall be higher once I make up PE, and I could easily raise my bio grade once I stop slacking on the hw department. What else did I have a B in? Just French I suppose.
Not doing XC this year really helped my grades. I hope they stay up through track.

21 days? teh suck.

peanutbutter672 @ 2005-10-25T22:26:00

2005-10-26T05:41:16Z

Maybe I've been lying about being terrible at French. If I don't do so hot on the test tomorrow that doesn't mean I don't understand. It just means that I don't care about learning different characteristics about the regions in France. That's all.

I had a 4 hour nap today. Thinking back on it it didn't seem like such a bad idea. I had no Isaac to talk to and it made me sad, which is pathetic because I can't expect him to talk with me when he is busy, and I shouldn't feel sad because he talks to me more than he talks to his family. That of which is sad. I guess all I am saying is that I am quite fond of talking to Isaac for more than 5 minutes in a day. He comes Friday though, so I shouldn't complain.
Anyways, back to my nap. It didn't seem like such a bad idea because I was falling asleep during class today (I am very against this and was proud to say that I had never done so. That's ruined now.) and I figured I couldn't focus until I had some shut eye. I didn't realize that my plan for a 50 minute power nap would turn into a 4 hour sweaty nap. Some wise crack decided that even though they watched me sleep through my alarm that they would not wake me up for dinner, or anything for that matter.
Who knew that I would not be able to sleep after that. Wait... I did.

So now I am working on French. Well, I was. In reality I am sitting here staring at my french homework that I know I should work on because it seems like if I don't do one homework assignment my grade goes down 100 pts. Actually, my grade doesn't move. My awesome test scores tend to even out my lack of homework and is leaving me happy with a B+. I really shouldn't settle though. Even though I despise French, and really wish that I had taken French 1 last year and French 2 this year and quit next year, deep down inside (I mean like real deep...) I want to be good at French. It's a pretty sweet language. Even if certain LOSERS don't think so.

I don't know why I write about french so much. No one cares. I don't even care. I am just trying to dodge the fact that I will be laying in bed for hours tonight regretting my so called power nap.

Oh yeah, and I am getting my wisdom teeth pulled. I don't want to have puffy cheekys.

School... can.suck.it. Well, if I had "it"

2005-10-20T02:09:13Z

It's been some time since I last updated. That's all right though, I haven't really had much to say. Nothing of interest to super cool college kids at least. This is not including Isaac since everything I do tends to interest him. At least I hope he isn't just joking. Who knows though, right?

Anyways, I have been busy with school spirit at football games, hanging around set for the fall play (I don't even know exactly what I am doing but Jessica claims I am doing props even though I am with the lighting girls the whole time), stressing over projects and tests that all manage to be on the same days, and attempting to join new clubs and getting back involved with school.
Oh yes, and I spend the majority of my time talking with Isaac, who comes in 8 days ofcourse.
Homecoming is next weekend too. I have mixed feelings about it, but so far I am sticking to the idea that I am going. Unless it somehow works out that my love cannot come avec moi.

By the end of this week I will have had a major project, test, or both in every single one of my classes. This is not including fitness and TAing for Landon. Unless you count a timed mile and endurance test in Fitness.
On another note about Fitness and our track. I am getting shin splints. It's actually ridiculous that I am getting shin splints from just running approx 20 minutes on it for 2-3 times a week.

Aussi, The Scroll came out today. It's actually terrible in my opinion. Except, Jeffrey's comic cracked me up even though I've seen it before. Yep. Sunset is lame. Oh, and it talked about Montage and the Timbers Army. For some reason, I just feel that some things need to be kept sacred and a secret only for the people that are willing to go out and discover new things on their own. Im not specifically talking about the Timbers Army, but Montage. What's next? Voodoo Doughnuts? It's just dissapointing to me because I have known about these places for so long, maybe not as long as Alex, but longer than many of the people that discovered them last year, or over the summer. Yeah, I'm a loser. -shrugs-

Okay, I am done babbling about nothing.

xoxo bitches

I wish I knew all the words to Ice Ice Baby

2005-10-04T02:24:25Z

Have you ever watched a football game while listening to classical music? I think it is one of my favorite things during fall. Right after pumpkins, streets covered in colorful (soon the be brown) leaves, school spirit, caramel apple cider, and thanksgiving.
Chopin and Green Bay Packers. GB is losing to CAR (Panthers). 22-7. Only 2nd quarter. I don't know which team I like better.
I bet it is a lot of pressure to be a "zebra." I think I would hate it.

I was able to visit Isaac this weekend. It was really great to be around him again. 25 days until I see him again. I think I am rather lucky. His room mate is really cool too. Matt. So are the people I met that live in his dorm. Everyone is nice.

I miss everyone that is gone. Even if we were never friends or didnt hang out much. I just don't like the freshmen (except for a few that pass the coolness test.)
It's sad. and I feel like such a loser being a sophty. I didn't hate being a freshman like I hate being a sophty.

tchao.

Don't forget, I'm a sophmore

2005-09-27T03:49:25Z

I've been trying so hard to update this thing. I start it everyday and everything I write is crap.

I don't know how I always manage to make a fool of myself to people I hardly know. It's ridiculous really.

I think my high point today was when I managed to get people to dance with me in the hall, while I was the only one that heard the music. I love my friends.

PS. I am not a total freak.

Have a fine next couple of weeks. (Or until I update again)

I think I shall send out cards later this week. Or next week if I don't get around to it. I'm sure I can find people's addresses in their infos, seeing as that is the latest trend (besides facebook) amoung the college cool kids.

Tchao mes amis

"I dunno mabye your arrogent andself centered and it brings you happyness to think about yourself"

2005-09-14T22:15:03Z

I have so much I feel like writing about, but I like to keep my entries short because I am afraid no one will read them when they are long. I'm just not interesting enough.

I'm slowly getting used to school again and everyday has become a routine. I'm not sure if I like it very much, but I was definitly ready for it again.

And in the last 2 days I have been called Ellen's girlfriend and her soulmate. Today was especially awkward when our outfits practically matched.

Also, I recieved all 4's on a paper I wrote in lit. I can't say I was surprised, but definitly happy about it.

Francais doesn't seem so bad anymore, after a few days into it. I still get this nervous, stressed feeling before, and during, class. It's such a relief to have it first period though. I don't have to worry throughout the day. I swear I'll get an ulcer from it one of these days though.

I've been missing a certain someone a lot lately, but I guess I will just have to get used to his absence. It's hard to, even with him being gone for a little while now, and knowing that I will see him rather soon doesn't seem to ease it very much. It's not that I feel lonely. It's just weird to be around someone everyday and then have them gone suddenly.
I'm being a mush.

tis all. J'ai faire devoir et j'ai faim.

au revoir

Je deteste francais, bitches.

2005-09-12T05:23:44Z

French 3 can suck it.

2 hours of homework? gay.

Birthday cards and picking out my outfit is so much more fun than devoir.

Not many people have updated recently. Probably because of a little place I like to call hell.

2005-09-08T04:00:36Z

On the car ride home from school supplies mania, my mother decided she wanted to tell me that I needed to start running again or I won't be able to fit into my jeans anymore. Thanks ma.

So I decided to take a break from writing T-notes and update for once. It's only the second day of school and I'm already looking for an escape from doing work. Maybe I'll end up updating more often then I do as of right now.
School hasn't been all that bad and this school year has the potential to be great if I don't break down and stress myself out over stupid little things like I already have started to do.
I'm already getting stressed about French3 and what is to come in that class, but I decided I would dedicate myself this year and actually do my work and study, etc. It's rather intimidating actually.

My back hurts, and I am tired of signing papers for school.
I can't believe it's only going to be the 3rd day of school tomorrow.
I'm ready for the weekend.

tchao.

peanutbutter672 @ 2005-08-27T18:51:00

2005-08-28T02:12:42Z

THE LATEST VOGUE HAS 800 PAGES OF FASHION GOODNESS!
I don't know about you, but I am overwhelmed. My poor mailman.

In other news: my dad bought me a laptop. It's beautiful.

yeah! Hurdles!

2005-08-26T17:38:30Z

what's next... ludicris?

2005-08-23T18:09:40Z

In simple terms, my mum likes to listen to Tupac.

My mum was going on and on yesterday about how my brother put some Tupac on her ipod and how she didn't like it at first, and NOW, a few months later, she can't stand not listening to it at work. Although this was all a little weird for me to listen to her talk about in the car, it brought a great ab workout full of laughter.

So summer is almost over (2 weeks for me). I have my schedule and I have quit xc.

To all of you that leave soon for college, good luck and have fun!

White people at a 50 cent concert... ridiculous.

2005-08-09T21:42:43Z

So I was watching TRL today, and guess who was on! None other than 50cent!
I thought it was really funny seeing all the black people in the crowd.
At the end of his interview, the hostess announced to everyone that 50 had a pair of tickets to give away to his show that night, and he was going to choose someone. Out of all the negroes in the crowd, 50 picked this white boy.

I bet he'll get beat up once TRL is over.

Isaac doesn't want me to be cursed. -shrugs-

2005-08-03T19:36:38Z

I'll be gone too (liek Isaac) so if I don't respond right away... you know how it is.

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE PROPHECY.

peanutbutter672 @ 2005-08-02T22:51:00

2005-08-03T05:52:46Z

I FOUND $40 IN MY RUNNING BAG!!!

$1 would have been cool, but $40 is amazing!

peanutbutter672 @ 2005-07-30T21:56:00

2005-07-31T04:57:19Z

Beast doesn't have airbags that work in his car...

If you didn't feel safe before, well, I dont know what to say.

peanutbutter672 @ 2005-07-24T23:58:00

2005-07-25T07:02:08Z

I'm adding this to my list of things I want to do before I die.

NO PANTS DAY!

How did I miss it this year?!

Care to join?

peanutbutter672 @ 2005-07-20T12:21:00

2005-07-20T19:22:44Z

Why does running suck so bad? and I still do it for some reason...

I wish cross country would start soon so it can be over with and the fun things will begin. TRACK!

Just letting you know I am still alive

2005-07-11T06:07:49Z

I learned that my grandfather on my mother's side of the family was a pimp. He was my grandma's sister's pimp first and when my grandma went to try and save her from being a prostitute she got sucked into the whole thing (being poor it didn't seem like such a bad idea.) After a while my grandfather fell in love with my grandma and pulled her out of the business and married her.

What a love story.

I hope everyone is having a great summer! :)

It still doesn't feel like summer with this terrible weather.